Had my 23rd Birthday and I was crying because I hit my highest weight again. Returning to a stricter (but healthy) diet and already less bloated and better poop (tmi sorry). Lost 0.8 lbs. Today I’ve had tea and a biscuit, Weetabix with semi skimmed milk, a fat free yogurt and I’m making a low calorie chicken curry tonight. With the 30 minutes on the elliptical I can still have a chocolate bar and be net 1200.

  1. Date Posted Icon 6th March 2013

My new doctor is super skinny - I mean if she weighs more than 100 lbs I’d be surprised. You can see all her bones, and she has tiny breast like me. Weirdest IRL thinspo moment.

  1. Date Posted Icon 19th November 2012
ED photo challenge

I don’t know if this exists but I’d love an eating disorder/body image related photo challenge. Not necessarily thinspo but something to encourage me to take pictures that express how I feel. Dunno how that would even work…

  1. Date Posted Icon 12th November 2012
    2. Tags Icon #Eating disorder#ED#challenge#photography

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  1. Date Posted Icon 12th November 2012
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There’s a bunch of free dance workshops going on this weekend and I’m a bit scared but I want to try ballet and maybe Jazz/Irish Set. Eeeep…

  1. Date Posted Icon 31st October 2012
    2. Tags Icon #citydance#ballet#dance
  1. Date Posted Icon 30th October 2012
  1. Date Posted Icon 29th October 2012
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Sister I haven’t seen for ages: “Have you lost weight?”

Mum: “No I think she’s gained weight. You look so HEALTHY.”

Me: *dies*

Oh and a stranger asked if I was pregnant. 

  1. Date Posted Icon 29th October 2012
    2. Tags Icon #diet#dietprobs
Constructing My Body: How does this happen?

constructingmybody:

I’ve made absolutely no progress and it’s been almost a month. I weighed 166 one day, and literally the next day I weighed 173.

A person doesn’t just gain 7lbs for no fucking reason. I didn’t eat abnormally or anything. What the hell. Now I’ve been weighing 173 for the past week and I’m fed up…

I’ve had that happen too - one day later and I’ve gained 5 lbs. In your head you know it’s impossible for that gain to be fat but it is still really discouraging.

If it helps, I find that “water weight” comes off pretty fast compared to real fat gains - as long as you don’t give up!

  1. Date Posted Icon 29th October 2012
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Ugh the worst thing about intermittent food fasting has to be the bad breath. And because I’m not eating regular meals I forget to brush which compounds the problem. Need to drink more water and buy some spray/floss/mouthwashes before my boyfriend starts avoiding me :)

  1. Date Posted Icon 27th October 2012
    2. Tags Icon #fasting#diet#halitosis